i do make mistakes, i have regrets, but in the end it's all lessons learned.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Oh and this one way ticket to San Diego.. But don’t be fooled this is just a little layover.. The next chapter of our life awaits in Vegas!
This is what pretty much what my life consists off these days!
“I’m very impressed with him. Very impressed. I’m not going to BS you. He’s very detail-oriented. His practices are very methodical in nature. He goes from one thing to the next thing. You know, he’s punching a clock, and it’s very high energy. It’s a high motor type of practice, a physical practice, a competitive practice, and I like it.”
“I really want to win for him in the worst way, because I see how much he works and I see how much he wants it. I hear the criticism he takes, and I believe it to be unwarranted. It makes me want to work even harder than I already am.”
- Kobe Bryant on Mike Brown
RESPECT!
2011
you had been a hell of a year.
BSN, RN status is my biggest accomplishment,
that no one can ever take away from me.
2012, i’m ready for you!
new beginnings ahead!
I AM READY FOR BIG CHANGES in my life.
i’m ready to take the risks..with a positive attitude in mind!
The Pinoy SIRI; VANGIE for iPhone 4 LOLLLLL
no hard feelings.
I received the devastating email on a Friday morning, almost close to noon. I had my hopes way up there, so the crash and burn wasn’t easy. I didn’t cry at first. I guess I was waiting for the news to sink in, it took a minute or 2 to finally hit me. I think it was when Sherwin had the nerve to say “See! Prayers don’t work!” (I made him take that back BTW!) that’s when I started crying, uncontrollably. just different thoughts ran through my head, I wanted this so bad for Christmas. and all the things I knew landing this job would do, not only for my personal growth, but also for my future and Sherwin. it was heartbreaking. but every human being goes through this right? I cried some more. I broke the news to my parents & friends since they’ve been rooting for me for this job. they knew how much this meant. So I just sent little random text messages, along the lines of, “I got my rejection letter today :(“
that was ‘nuff said I thought. I couldn’t say anything else. and to say more just pains me. and every encouraging text messages just made me cry a little bit more. even as i’m fine now writing this blog.. I feel that I’m getting all choked up.
bottom line was: this wasn’t meant for me. I can either take this and let this make me stronger or let it break me. and of course, I’ll choose the latter. I’m trying to be positive in all of this, but I am only human and I do feel hurt/bitter about it still. but as I took shots last night, specifically picking my San Diego shot glass, I know I have no hard feelings toward my dream city. bigger and better things will come. sometimes, little disappointments are thrown your way for you to appreciate the big picture. I hope when I’m a big bad RN working in a hospital of my dream and read this blog, I hope I will be humbled. I hope I will be reminded of these hard times just so I will appreciate my job so much more. I hope this will remind me how far I’ve gone and how I deserve to enjoy the quirks of being an RN.
till then I just need to keep on keeping on. it will happen.
